My typical ♥

My typical boyfriend:
1.Be punctual
2.Well educated
3.Good in english
4.British style
5.Good behavior
6.Good manner
7.Polite
8.Nice to everyone
9.Good looking
10.Be a good listener
11.Understand everything about me
12.Easy going to everyone
13.Friendly
14.Care about everyone
15.Give me some quotes before I go bed
16.Always cherish everything he had
17.Be a perfect man that I would like to trust everytime
18.Be kind to my family
19.Able to make me happy
20.Ask me for a romance dinner
21.Singing to me everytime I ask
22.Always tell me everything about his own
23.Always text me simple good morning
24.Kiss my cheek before I go leave
25.Always around me when I’m cry
26.Be a friend that would be hear every story
27.Always make a joke in a right time
28.Take care of me,his family and ours
29.Be patient
30.Always treat me well

The worst thing that I don’t even like:
1.Not too shabby
2.Always mistreat his ex
3.Judging too much his ex
4.Arrogant
5.Playboy
6.Being rude
7.Always shouted on me
8.Pissed me off sometime
9.Act like a stupid guy
10.Liar
11.Disappoint me
12.Make me cry
13.Not implying to sex
14.Be faithful
15.Be underestimated by my friends
16.Never compare me with other girl
17.Public display affection
18.Have no future
19.Smell
20.Stupid like a donkey
21.Drama queen
22.Pretty easily angry
23.Always busy with his own
24.Won’t to discuss about his problem
25.Pretty guy
26.Pretending
27.Perfectionist
28.Spiteful
29.Childish
30.Knowledgeable

I guess so

This ain’t an opportunity to be happy,this ain’t a good chance.
Changing isn’t his style,I tried to be patient but no I can’t wait for him this time.
He is really useless to be with me,what’s make me very very won’t to leads with him.
He just a trash,not for me :)

I can’t to let you go

This ain’t a mistake,but I regret it.
I know I made a wrong decision to choose and I was fail.
There is nothing I have to do until I’m surrender,now I just trying my self to falling.
I miss your smile,I miss to hold your hand so tight.
I’m in love with you,but I took other person as my couple.
Because I won’t to feel the same pain,the same hurts and you just don’t know how it hurts to me.
I want you be a happy person with your new girlfriend and I know she must be pretty :)

Be confident

I don’t know what the really difference between confident and consistent.
Sometime we take a part to move on or chase our relation for nothing to be right.
They just stand up for their own perspective,and I hate someone that actually used their own perspective to debate with me!

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That’s sweet of you

2days ago,I came to court and I had a lot of lessons to be learned.
Here’s the story begin,I walked carefully with my friend.
Then a woman that we didn’t know at all come closed to us,then she said “are you giovani?” and I just smiling.
“Oh god you’re so pretty and nice,come and take a sit.there is something that I wanna talk to you”said that stranger.
“I’m mr.- mother,nice to know you.he has told me everything about you.he said that you’re so good and smart”she said very softly.
I looked deeply her eyes,I feel so guilty even I didn’t do anything wrong.
She was crying upon my shoulder,I just hold his hand very tight and I said “be patient there must be easy way out”.
She is very pleasant and also his family,I waited for a long time to chit-chat with her and another part of her family.
There is a lot of idea and story that I don’t know at all.
Then three blonde lady come and shocked me off,one of the elder said “come here”.
I just be quite and feel my heart beating so quickly.
“You know he pissed me off,I don’t know how to said.he is a (T) but he such a fool blablabla”
I don’t even wanna listen any single word that actually come from his mouth.
After all of those bull shit story ends up,the reporter came in and she shouted very loudly “what the piiip~”.
She is yelled like crazy,take a different part with first woman that I met.
I was confused that much,I hate this condition.

This is mess

This story shouldn’t have to be told,but I have no body to listen.
I have no one that actually get this point!
There is only one person,but he has gone already.
Its been 17 years I live with you,but you never change even better.
You don’t know anything about love,you don’t look at someone that actually you love with trust,you don’t touch,you don’t laugh and you don’t play.
All I know,you just know about MONEY!
I know you came from poor family,but I didn’t regret to born as your daughter.
But you treat me like such a donkey!
You always expect too much about our future.
You always wanted your daughter marry someone that actually got a lot of money,you think it was right?
Reading this carefully,you got a lot of money when my father still working at taxes office and he had good position.
Now look at back what are you really doing for us?you never serve us a breakfast,you never teach me anything and all you do is just go away to other country to meet up other man.
Do you think it was good and right?
Now you spoke that your daughter look like a BITCH that actually sometime go to the club,listen hell yeah what are you doing?we just following your way,to mistreat my father and now I have bad idea to did that.I swore I won’t to be like you,you’re too disgusting!
You marry with someone and he became my step father right now,do you think that I like to stayed in his fucking place?I swore I hate it!
He pretend like he is more confident and much too much how to treat a daughter as well,I know you don’t love him.you just need his money,you want me to pretend that I love him?I’m sorry I can’t I can’t,I won’t stranger much take care about my life.this is my life and my own is my own!!
He is kind I know,but I’m never feel like he is my father.
He never set me free,I am a young girl mom and I need to know everything as I thou it is right!
Just go with your own and don’t even yelled at me.
I’m sick of it!
You hurt me too much!
You slapped my face,I’m not a boy!
You said I am moron,don’t mad if I really did!

You don’t know anything about me

I know I can feel it when first time we meet up :)

I know I can feel it when first time we meet up :)

I know you want to make this to be true ♥

I know you want to make this to be true ♥

Its hard to falling,but I do

You just came in a short time,but you stole my heart very quick.
I don’t even care what they’re gonna talking about me actually,I just care about us.
Might be I’m in love with someone else initial (P),but I realized he just give me a lot hope for nothing.
Our love growing so fast like a tidal wave,I hope it wouldn’t be end up as fast as possible.
I wanna be with you,everyday and make up a lot a memories that we gonna do.
Sorry if sometime I made pissed you off.
I just won’t when I started love you and you just turn back around to your ex.
I wanna hug you,stay with you as always :)

Am I wrong?

A couple week passed,maybe I should have to stop discuss about you Don.
But well yeah,I miss you and I want to hug you.
Its feel so wrong when I’d like to leave all the memories behind,because I’m the stupid girl and I know my hearts can’t stop beating for you.
Like my mind won’t stop spinning around our memories.
How do you do?thou that you’re in love with other girl.
I know it well,I saw your current status BBM.
I don’t deserve to be mad at you.
I just can said I miss you don :(